So, it's been almost 4 months since I've been teaching and let me tell you... what I have learned is so shockingly disgusting - it's shocking. (Yes, I know that was repetitive.) I am truly speechless. I teach a Study Skills class. You know, Study Skills is the class for all the ... well... "underachieving" students. I've heard the class be called a myriad of things: "Stupid Skills Class", "Special Ed" and "Mexican Collection Class". (Although I would say that only 50% of my class is Hispanic.) I am sure you can imagine the type of the students in this class.
Alright so on one hand there is a group of students who are failing all of their classes and have no desire, whatsoever, to try. Then on the other hand, there is me. The over achiever-takes-on-more-than-is-good-for-her-own-sanity type of person. So, naturally I think I am going to be the the "Freedom Writer" kind of teacher. The teacher who will change their lives by creating a deeper understanding through relating and comparing their lives to social injustices, racial oppression, historical triumphs, etc. So, my sweet mother suggested I start with the book, A Long Way Gone. This is an incredible book based off the true story of Ishmael Beah, a former child soldier and survivor of the civil war conflicts in Sierra Leone. His story talks about him growing up in war conditions and how he escaped to America despite his unsought addiction to drugs, his unsolicited training to kill and the overall unfortunate and unimaginable situation of living in a war-torn country.
He is around the same age of my students, 15-17. Its about drugs, blood, rap music, guns, kids, and survival. Topics you would think my students would find interesting, right? Well, the are interested for sure. But, THEY ARE COMPLETELY MISSING THE POINT! After each chapter we discuss what happened. I try to help paint the picture of what it would be like to be in his shoes - how horrible it would be to grow up the way he did. Etc. These are some of the responses I get from my students ...
Student: "Cool! I want someone to dope me up on drugs every day."
Student: "That would be awesome to be able to carry around AK-47 all day long!"
Student: "I wouldn't take any side. Man, I would shoot everyone right in the head!"
Teacher: "Uhhh...hmmm....uh....well...."
WHAT THE HECK?! What do you say to something like that? What is wrong with these people? I am speechless. We keep reading the book. We keep discussing. I showed them a few interviews of Ishmael as he tells his story and what it was like writing the book; just to bring it to life for them. I ask them what their thoughts are after each clip. Silence. Alex? Shakes his head. Ok, I ask them another question. What would it be like to grow up in a country at war like Sierra Leon? Blink, Blink. Crystal? Puts her head down. Sharelle? Shakes her head. Alright, well. Do you know that our country is at war right now? Oh yea! My dad said something about Obama sending all the soldiers to kill the East. Ok. Well. At least its something, right?
I don't know. It's exhausting. My mom suggested showing a movie like "The Grinch" and teaching them how to have a heart. I still think that lesson is a little too far over their heads. The only thing they'd get out of that movie is don't let furry green creatures down your chimney on Christmas.
Sigh.
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